how 's my life been , qood ? i quess . . exBOYFRIEND & I have officially ended our lonq winded relationship .
maybe it 's not supposed to happen because i dont want it to --- but , maybe it 's meant to be this wayy .
he doesnt want to be my friend - he doesn ' t wanna talk to me , but EY ! i cant force you to do anything you dont wanna do . .
regardless - i love the boy to deeeaath .
anywayss - since we ' ve broken upp , i 've been dating guyss .. . it 's kinda wierd thoo - i 'm only doing it to really keep myself busy . .
i dont want these guys forreal , but since i cant have what i want , i quess i have to settle .
on a better note - PROM IS NEXT WEEKEND ! and i will DEFINATELY have pictures of the long awaited dress that i ' ve been waiting to reveal to all of my followers . .
i 've also jumped on the TWITTER bandwagon, lol . . .
i thought i wouldnt , but heeey - it 's kinda funnn !
twitter.com/omqaawdkaay . .hah .
anyways - SOL WEEK & i definately don thave school til 1O . . soo aim or texttt .
laterr .

i 've just been soo bussyyyyy !
i 'll be back soon , i swear i 'm not avoiding you .

i'm so behind on updates - i 've been extremely bussyyyyyyy & stressed . .

Keri Hilson's new album is the SHIIIIIT !

my 5 year old cousin knows all the songs .

i think i may actually buy this albumm instead of downloading

=D

anywaysss . . shits tight .

& if yu havent heard - Diddy got rid of all the DK girls .

now it 's just Dawn .

i wonder what tricks she 's got up here sleeves .

& btw , D.Woods gets on my NERVES .

read

http://avalovething.blogspot.com/

my bestfriends blog ;

she 's a starter .

but - just readdd =D

thannnx .

ALL

females want to be . .

" lonq haired , thick , red bones "

what about the . .

short haired , skinny [ or fat ] , dark skinned girls ?

if i see that damn saying one more time !

i 'm qonna loose it .

qot it ?

BAM .

i sat here for about 2O mins staring at this picture & trying to figure out what i wanted to name this . all of my past posts about my 'boyfriend' have all been a little harsh i must admit . now i 've come to a point to realize things about our relationship . REAL LOVE , is exactly what we have . as much as we fight , argue , say how much we hate each other , etc . . we love each other deeep down inside . right now , we just cannot do this with each other . . we both are trying to do our OWN things , going to college & making something of ourselves . we had our lives planned out around each other . the kids , the house in Florida , the nice things , and most of all the love . that sounds to me like the PERFECT ending to my life being with the guy i ' m most in love with - the two perfect litttle children the nice house and the puppy . . i saw my future with him & for it to end was it was kind of hard for us in the beginning of our separation but , i know now that it 's for the better . For right now , i 'm closing that chapter in my life . After June 18th 2009 , i will be writing a new & improved version of me . . the sexier side of me , the nicer side , the more loveable side , the content side , the new me ! Jeraud, i wishh you all the luck in the world , i hope you prosper with everything you doo . I will always remember & love youu .. you were my first , & hopefully when all is said and done ; you 'll find me in your future as your last . last night , i recieved this text on my sisters phone .. i took it as a complete shock !it was VERY unexpected . seeing as tho , we really have no words to say to each other when we ' re around & that we dont talk on the phone and we dont spend time with each other - i was COMPLETELY SHOCKED! no doubt , i was happy as shit ! lOl .

and if you were wondering , i DO love and miss him too .