June 18th 2009 my graduation from high school and moving on into the REAL WORLD. iI have already planned some things . . but, for some reason I dont think what I have planned is going to work with what I have going on right now ! I am so READY to be an adult & I think everyone else you isnt an adult would LOVE to be one too . . taking on major responsiblilities , living on your own without parents, staying out late at night, paying bills . just being the responsible people that your parents raised you to be Part of my biggest fear of being a " young adult " is being without my mom . She may get on my nerves sometimes , and cuts me off when I speak , but I honestly dont think I will be able to live without her ! Everytime we fight, She pulls a " CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO GRADUATE" even though deep , I mean very deep down inside she doesnt want me to leave. I know I can handle myself very well as an adult&also as a young lady while im away in college. I'm just gonna miss her sooooo MUCH! today, my boyfriend asked me to take some of his college papers down to the guidance counselers office in school .. and I was reading them { idc if I wassnt supposed to ! ] and he picked the college that he's going to. anyone heard of Bethune-Cookman ? well , this is my first time hearing about it . it's Located in Daytona Beach, Florida -- and alSo waaaaaaaaay far away from where I will be . reality just struck me 3 times hearder than it ever had before . . we are really going to be leaving each other this year ? I dont know what I am going to do without him ? it's really been on my mind ALLLLL DAY LONG ! im confused - hurt - sad - and scared ! Im scared that he will go down to Florida with all the Beautiful Women and fall into what I would call "lust" but him LOVE. I honestly think that we were meant to be together . hopefully we'll talk about it . . cause I cant live without him ♥



and alSo , Jazmin Fairfeild will kick our asses b/c we're her ' favorite couple ' lOl.
I love you Jazmin & Im DEFINATELY gonna be staying at your crib this weekend so I can fxCk with chico ! haha .

now people, it his what REAL love is all about ! a woman standing behind her man EVERY little step of the way and not covering his spotlight.. but LATER getting recongnized for it . .

I wish it was like that in the reaaaaal world !

I have 10 followers ; I know it's small ! but whatever ; thank you anyway !

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today was a very eventfull day . .
now , President Barack Obama took his oth of office . thank GOD - Virginia Beach Public schoolS called a Snow Day . [ it didn't even snow ] . I feel like this is a part of history that I am qonna tell my children .. and my childrens children about . I may not have voted this year due to the fact that im 17 years of aqe but, if I could have voted , Barack would've been my first choice NO QUESTIONS ASKED !

I was extremely suprised today at his sature . If I were the persone becominq the President of the United States , I'd be EXSTATIC - maybe because Im just a cornball & I would be qeekinq most of the time . . haha . The thinq that qot me the most out of watchinq all the Coveraqe on EVERY station was the fact that Obama actually qot out of his car alonq with his wife & walked down a street ! that's just amazinq - me , I'd be scared like shit * ! [oops did I curse?] do you know how many REDNECK WHITE PEOPLE are tryna kill him riqht now ? that was a BIG STEP. also, his speach was very well needed ! I like the way he carried Bush on the whole Economy Crisis . I bet it prolly went riqht over Bush's head too ! lOl . it seemed like everyone in the whole world who didn't attend the Presidential Inaquaration was qlued to their television set watchinq every little step Mr. & Ms. Obama took today . History was made today and im soo proud of President Barack Obama for overcominq everythinq that he'd been throuqht throuqhout the whole presidential election ! this qoes to show you that you really can do ANYTHING that you want when you put your mind to it . =D

and I qot by far the funniest text messaqe alll day . . .
" do you know why it's so cold outside ? cause the "crackers said it'll be the coldest day in hell before a black man becomes the president . . . BUNDLE UP BITCHEZ "

. . . silly , but made alooooot of sense .

Today, I got really bored - and decided to call my Grammeye and make her a cake . It was supposed to be a group effort along with my Sous Chef and My Executive Chef , Tiera & Mom , but, they were NO HELP AT ALL ! I did it alll by my selffff ! =D

you probably already know (NO OFFENSE) only white people would put a dame shocking dogg collar around their knecks ! I swearrrrr this makes me question if some of the people in these videos have the intelligence or instinct to say no !
WATCH THIS !

I am completely FURIOUS riqht now. I lost my house key, being the 'irresponsible person' that I am says my mother . I talked to my sister and asked to borrow her key since she'd already be home . . she says 'NO, i will just open the door for you or if im not here , i will leave it in the mailbox' . my intuition told me to just leave a lock opened on the back door, but knowing the fact that she's ALWAYS at home , I just left ( I was running late anyways ) . As my day ends , Im texting her while Im in school to make sure she left the key in the mail box - low and behold ! she pulled a ' I forgot' . So , I called to see if she could come home - honestly I dont think she knows that it's 30 degrees outside and I for one REFUSE to sit outside in the cold . she says 'no - I cant come home ' . . basically I found a way to get in thee house . . and when she gets home im going to curse her ass out then im just gonna search for my key .

would I be wrong if I did ?