Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i`m back bitch.

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yeahhh , and i`m startin over FRESH.
neww post coming soon :)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

summer job sucks

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but i ` m qettin money every week - 2OO sounds qood to mee .

. . feel mee ?

aint shit been going on forreal - except for this MAIN nigga of mine comin in and out of my life . buttttt - for somereason , i just cannot stop him . i love this nigga to deatttthhh and he qott some gooood - - - - hA !

2eace & love my niggas

i might be back with some real posts sooon / or i might just delete this shit cause i ' m neverrrr up here .
Friday, June 26, 2009

wassup ?

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i know we havent spoken for a while , but i was thinking about you and it kinda made me smile . so many things to say ; should `ve put it inna letter but , this might be easier cause words may come out better . how 's your mother ? how 's your little brother ? does he still look just like you ? so many things i wanna know the answers to . . I wish I could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of me and you . excuse me , i really didnt mean to ramble on , but there are alot of feelings that have remained since you ' ve been gone . I guess you thought that I wouldve put it all behind me , but it seems there ' s always something right there to remind me . like a silly joke , or something on the tv - mann , this aint easy . when I hear our song I get that same old feeling . don ' t you know i 've kept all of your pictures ? dont have the strength to part with them yet . I still can ' t erase the way your kisses taste . I wish I could turn back the hands of time and i shouldnt be telling you i ' ve tried and i ' ve tried to get you out my mind but it dont get no better as each day goes by . . i ' m lost & confused , i ' ve got nothing to lose . I hope to hear from you soon . . .

p.s. - i ' m still not over you .
Tuesday, June 9, 2009


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was MAY29TH ; it took me a whille to post pics but here they are ..
if yu wanna see more you have to ADD me on myspace or facebook.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

like a breath of fresh FUCKING air .

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moving on with my lifeeeee - next time i won`t be so naive . . now on to better posts . seems like i `ve made this blog all about him & how much he pisses me off . . but hahaha - once you 've hit the bottom , you can only go up from here . .
STARTINGNEW. so you want a fucking update ? well here it goes ! i haven`t been doing SHIT , haha - well going to school & cheer then coming home & chillin . . i 'm saving mooolaah - because prom is NEXTfriday & i knowww , you guys have been waiting so see how this BADDBITCH is gonna look :) June18th needs to come a littttttttle bit more faster . . 2 more weeks of school , 3 more weeks til ` Graduation .. sounds good to mee . .
& so i `ve met some people . . nothing special , just a couple fellas to pass the time until i go to college. i `ve been watching "TheGame" alll week long & i kinda want what Melanie & Derwin have , but just not right noww - ANYWAYS , i 'm abstinent ! it 's harddddd - but i ' m doing it :)
i told youuuu - i 'm qonna make it ! fuck that dirty ass nigga . .
haha - i L yu followers for stickin in even when i wasn`t here .
ohhh & i ' m on twitterrrr ! twitter.com/omqaawdkaay
orrr myspacee - myspace.com/theeqirlyualwayswishedfor or something like that - that shit is old ! hahah .
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

havent posted in forever .

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how 's my life been , qood ? i quess . . exBOYFRIEND & I have officially ended our lonq winded relationship .
maybe it 's not supposed to happen because i dont want it to --- but , maybe it 's meant to be this wayy .
he doesnt want to be my friend - he doesn ' t wanna talk to me , but EY ! i cant force you to do anything you dont wanna do . .
regardless - i love the boy to deeeaath .
anywayss - since we ' ve broken upp , i 've been dating guyss .. . it 's kinda wierd thoo - i 'm only doing it to really keep myself busy . .
i dont want these guys forreal , but since i cant have what i want , i quess i have to settle .
on a better note - PROM IS NEXT WEEKEND ! and i will DEFINATELY have pictures of the long awaited dress that i ' ve been waiting to reveal to all of my followers . .
i 've also jumped on the TWITTER bandwagon, lol . . .
i thought i wouldnt , but heeey - it 's kinda funnn !
twitter.com/omqaawdkaay . .hah .
anyways - SOL WEEK & i definately don thave school til 1O . . soo aim or texttt .
laterr .
Saturday, May 9, 2009

i ` m qonna catch up .

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i 've just been soo bussyyyyy !
i 'll be back soon , i swear i 'm not avoiding you .
Sunday, May 3, 2009

sorry .

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i'm so behind on updates - i 've been extremely bussyyyyyyy & stressed . .
Friday, April 24, 2009

i know i 'm LATE !

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Keri Hilson's new album is the SHIIIIIT !
my 5 year old cousin knows all the songs .
i think i may actually buy this albumm instead of downloading
anywaysss . . shits tight .
& if yu havent heard - Diddy got rid of all the DK girls .
now it 's just Dawn .
i wonder what tricks she 's got up here sleeves .
& btw , D.Woods gets on my NERVES .

divine intervention.

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my bestfriends blog ;
she 's a starter .
but - just readdd =D
thannnx .

what happened to the darkskinned girls ?

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females want to be . .
" lonq haired , thick , red bones "
what about the . .
short haired , skinny [ or fat ] , dark skinned girls ?
if i see that damn saying one more time !
i 'm qonna loose it .
qot it ?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

a different me .

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i sat here for about 2O mins staring at this picture & trying to figure out what i wanted to name this . all of my past posts about my 'boyfriend' have all been a little harsh i must admit . now i 've come to a point to realize things about our relationship . REAL LOVE , is exactly what we have . as much as we fight , argue , say how much we hate each other , etc . . we love each other deeep down inside . right now , we just cannot do this with each other . . we both are trying to do our OWN things , going to college & making something of ourselves . we had our lives planned out around each other . the kids , the house in Florida , the nice things , and most of all the love . that sounds to me like the PERFECT ending to my life being with the guy i ' m most in love with - the two perfect litttle children the nice house and the puppy . . i saw my future with him & for it to end was it was kind of hard for us in the beginning of our separation but , i know now that it 's for the better . For right now , i 'm closing that chapter in my life . After June 18th 2009 , i will be writing a new & improved version of me . . the sexier side of me , the nicer side , the more loveable side , the content side , the new me ! Jeraud, i wishh you all the luck in the world , i hope you prosper with everything you doo . I will always remember & love youu .. you were my first , & hopefully when all is said and done ; you 'll find me in your future as your last . last night , i recieved this text on my sisters phone .. i took it as a complete shock !it was VERY unexpected . seeing as tho , we really have no words to say to each other when we ' re around & that we dont talk on the phone and we dont spend time with each other - i was COMPLETELY SHOCKED! no doubt , i was happy as shit ! lOl .
and if you were wondering , i DO love and miss him too .

P A N T H E R S!

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i 've been accepted . =]
Tuesday, April 21, 2009

prank in Cali ! lOl .

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my cousin Chris was the master mind behind this .the lowsy camera man was my other cousin Brandon & the Sound effects are done by Myself [ clap clap ] , Tiera , & Brian . it was funny as HELL ! they were in the back of the car KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT ! lmfaoo - we scared the shxt outta them ! if you dont understand - we were acting like we qot into a car accident ! we were swerving the car on the interstate ! hahah - soo funny . . but , i bet i 'm thee only one laughing ! lOL .

Saturday, April 18, 2009

back from Cali =]

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edited April 2oth 2oo9.

Trinity, Myself , & Sister .

cousin zach.

cousin chris

myself & chris .

chris again .

sister & I .
Thursday, April 9, 2009

s p r i n g b r e a k !

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in cali !
friday - thursday .
plenty of pictures up soon .
: )
Friday, April 3, 2009

not again .

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i really have nothinq much to say . .
my uncle died today . my very last uncle . the uncle that is so special to my heart . right now , i 'm in a state of depression . i jus ' need to breathe . i love you ! and tell Grandpa & Uncle Carlos how much i lovee and miss themm too !
love you sug .
Wednesday, April 1, 2009

77 dayS . . .

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i 'm SO happy . .
ugh - it cant come fast enough . .
sprinq break next weeeeek . =D
even bttr .

ohh & i qet my cell phone back in 78 days .
apparently , i 'm not " focused " enough .

bad qirls club reunion .

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so , i took my shower


jus' so i could watch it !
for some reason - i just felt like Tiffany was beinq SO FAKE !
like - she was tryna be all hard when she was sittinq on that couch next to Sarah and Ashley
and thennn - when they all left off the stage at the end .
herself and Cookie were talkinq about
"fixing their relationship"
thas some straight
and , i bet this 2 dollars that i have in my bag right now ,
that Cookie punk ass fell for that shit .
& Kayla with her explaination of a fuckinq so called alter ego like Beyonce .
wtff ?
bitch , YOUR KAYLA !
aint no fuckinq alterego.
haha .
i 'm like wtff ? yu are NOT famous .
you do NOT have a nice side and a mean side .
you just one nasty ass qhetto broad who thinks she 's the shit .
Ashley , didn ' t have ANY reason to butt in on Kayla when she was talkinq to Tiffany .
i felt like she just wanted to say somethinq
just because she took Kayla ' s spot on the show . .
but , besides that . . the rest of them bitches are wack !
and none of them hoes are doinq ANYTHING with themselves .
that whole show pissed me off !
Saturday, March 28, 2009

rest in peaaaaSe ,

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i can ' t even believe that it has actually been a year . it doesn't seem that lonq aqo since i was huqqinq you before first block evryday at Norview . til ' this day - i hate myself . because i stopped talkinq to you , the week before you past because you forqot one day to qive me a hug. i beat myself up about it every singlee day . i ' m so sorry . Louis , i lovee youu ! & save me a spot up there right next to you budd !


gone but , NEVER forqotten .
Friday, March 27, 2009

false alarm .

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so wednesdayy - i qot a letter in the mail from NSU !

and i was soooo scared to open it . .

like nervous as hell !

finally i opened it . .

it was NOTHINg but a letter sayinq they lost my transcript and needed a new one .

i was furious !

Thursday, March 26, 2009

i can ' t wait to college .

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if it 's really qonne be like thiss - then i 'm readdyYy !

Mr. Solo Dolo.

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this video is kinda tough .
Monday, March 23, 2009

complete .

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remember back when i wrote about the little
boyfriend issue,
that i was havinq .
well , i finally qave it up .
this whole weekend has really proved everythinq to me .
i 've never in my life had anyone treat me so bad .
he does it and he
to realize how much he hurts me and my feelinqs.
i didn ' t really talk to him this wholeee weekend.
but , i saw him twice- and we didnt speak .
so , sunday - i was stranded far far far away from my house .
around like 1 in the morninq .
i called , and called and called .
he iqnored every last one of my calls .
and i ' m thinkinq like -
is this someone that i really want ?
someone who iqnores me when i reallyneed him ?
someone who isn ' t there for me at all?
someone who isnt at all happy for me , but always wants me to be happy for him?
someone who doesnt like to listen to me but , always wants me tolisten to him ?
so , last niqht -
i called it quits!
i ' m completely & utterly DONE !
. . and i mean it this time .
i ' m so emotionally drained
that when - i said it , i didn ' t even cry .
i didn 't feel one sinqle ounce of sympathy
because i can ' t anymore .
i ' m quessinq my feelinq for him are dwindelinq away .
and i dont even care .
i can ' t continue to let someone who claims they are
" in love with me "
hurt my feelinqs and make me feel like shit .
i ' m tired of my emotions beinq fondeled like toys .
i ' m tired of hearinq about him talkinq to other qirls..
The End .

eff - are - ee - ee ; that spells free !

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andd , i prolly wont be updatinq this week .
we have HEAVY duty practice due to
the unexpected SPRING pep rally .
yaaah .
Sunday, March 22, 2009


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i never really
any materialistic thinqs to prove how successful i am .
[ trust me ]
i love nice things .
and having those nice thinqs is even better .
i 've never come across anyone so
in my 17 years of living .
life is all about ,
[you qet the point ]
i dont need all of that stuff to make me a better person.
your clothes, shoes , this , and that , is alllllllll qonna be
on earth when you die .
wtf are you qoinq to do with it in heaven ?
or hell , prehaps =/
i just want to be clear with that .
this isnt for the person who has alot of stuff . .
or shops alot . .
this is for that ONE , who likes to FLAUNT .
my parents did a rather
a w e s o m e
JOB ,raising me to be who i am today .
i may not have all the things in the world .
but , i ' ve never WANTED for anything .
. . . my attitude makes up for what i lack .
kyerra .
Thursday, March 19, 2009

jumpoff & freak pages ?

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whas up with them ?
you niqqas apparently have
of time on your hands .
i d g a f
bout it forreal ; cause i aint up there .
but , it's hella funny how niqqas try to blame it on everyone else but ,
i ' m jus ' mad as hell dis niqqa at my school ,
told the police officer that
i ' m waaaaaaaaaay too cute for that shit . .
wayyy too smart !
and i donttttttt care about NO BODY 'S ELSE PUSSY !
wtfff !
niqqas need to qet off that childlike mentality and grow the fuck up !
thanks .
Saturday, March 14, 2009


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by far
the funniest site
i ' ve been on since
check both of them out !

this dear college search of mine . .

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isn ' t qoinq too well .
i keep searching these different colleges and applying
and , i ' m not qetting the POSITIVE feed back that i deserve !
i ' m gettin depressed .
and this isn ' t qood .
so far - i ' ve applied to Virginia State , Norfolk State , Virginia Union , & The Art Institute of Fort Lauderdale , Florida .
i qot denied Virginia State .
[ and this was my first choice ]
I qot Accepted to The Art Institute
problem is - it 's far away .
is a huge step away from Virginia .
i ' ve always wanted to live in Florida , and right in the port of Miami !
-- i have the chance now , but i ' m not so sure that i want to take it .
I just sent my info to NSU this week , so hopefully - i qet in there !
but , if Virginia Union responds sooner than Norfolk State , then i ' m qoin there .
please pray for me .
my mind is on overload .

and he strikes again .

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So, Sam SINCERE Walker is really taking Virginia by storm in a short period of time ... The song Fresh on campus was on 103 jamz the other day and its getting some spins. The mixtape titled THE LAST SEMESTER is coming out soon, which is a collaboration of Sincere, Deron (DMG) and others ... Even though this COLLABO mixtape is highly anticipated SINCERE is branching off and showing you the REAL HIM in his mixtape SINCERELY YOURS which drops soon after the release of THE LAST SEMESTER ... He told me that his mixtape is more about venting his real life situations then making RADIO FRIENDLY MUSIC ... In his mixtape he wants you to understand where he's coming from and what is going on at this point in time ... I think he has the looks to make it in the industry and the lyrics to back it up ... I really hope to see big things from my ''old'' friend

if you 'd like to listen here it qoes .
She just wanna dance (UNOFFICIAL REMIX): Drake ft. Trey Songz & Sincere http://www.divshare.com/download/6766033-a20

Fresh On Campus: Sincere, Taz B, Deron
Friday, March 13, 2009

i just realized . . .

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it AINT even worth it !
update [ march 14th 2009 ]: well maybe it is ?
Thursday, March 12, 2009

i need a prom date .

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as soon as possible .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Betsey strikes ; yet again .

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while online shopping - i came across such a beautiful sight . something i 've NEVER seen before ! this bag is THE BOMB ! omg , i jus ' felll in love all over again . . $375.00 ! time to start saving !

the new episode tonight !

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i will most DEFINATELY update tomorrow !
btw ; i ' ve qot to stop telling people they make me so mad that i want to throw up on their faces . . i jus ' realized - it 's DISGUSTING ! L M F A O
U P D A T E : so , as expected Boston & Ailea qo the boot . i really thought that Cookie was qoinq to press charges on them [ quess i was wrong ] ! Ailea was the bitch who kinda threw Boston under the bus . & i bet once Boston watches everything that Ailea told the police , that bxtch qot a lot coming for her ! Ashley & Sarah honestly have NO REASON to be mad with Amber M . she didn ' t do any thing to them sooo - those bitches are unimportant . i ' m qlad Tiffany finally said something to Ailea about the way she was acting . She called that bxtch out and she couldn ' t do nothing but , do what Tiffany asked her . i think that they allllllll are scared of Tiffany ' cause she is the REALEST in the house . . the rest of them bxtches can qo suck a egg . i ' m glad Ailea & Boston went home . . neither one of them bitches can fight . loord .

so far so qone .

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i never was on that ' Drake ' bandwagon .
but , i listened to his new mixtape . . and it ' s pretty qood .
i didn ' t fall in l o v e .
but - his raps made a lot of since .
i ' m still qoinq to stick to my c l a s s i c k s .
B.I.G. & Jay-Z .
sorry drake .
no love here .

We Are Norfolk

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check out my brothers blogg ! like myself - they are new to the blogging scene & the deserve exposure because they are funny as hell ! if you visit you will be weak as hell for the most part !


check them out .

i ' m done .

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it 's no reason in the world for me to even try anymoree . . all the things he said to me last week is really hard for me to believe . i can ' t do it .

. . . i qet off punishment on SUNDAAAY !calllll meee =]
Saturday, March 7, 2009

U P D A T E ;

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well , lets start off by sayinq , i ' m officially single . we ' ve been dating since the 1oth grade . separate schools most of the time , but we made it ! now that we go tot the same school - our relationship had gotten REALLY rocky . between some of his ' friends ' trying to talk to me - not "knowing " i was his girl , to people telling me things about him and girls and telling him things about me and other boys . . we really started to fall apart . everything was ALL good before . but now i must say - we are at the lowest of lows .
basically , we broke up because he doesnt think my parents like him .. but , in all r e a l i t y ; THEY DO ! they speak highly of him all the time , always asking what he is doing and what he has been up to . really , it 's his parents that DONT LIKE Me! but whatever , do you know how many people in this world dont like me ? i could really give two shits . so - we broke up like Feb18th and i haven ' t reallly talked to him since . .
so this week i met this new guy who 's really cool - he 's one of his friends . i 've seen him around school plenty of times and i never spoke . he is acually on the basketball team that i cheer for . lOl . but besides - he 's really cool & we 've been chatting here and there on myspace and what not . someone ; out of the blue decides to tell this Ex of mine that i ' m messing with one of his friends . . you know i ' m laughin because how the hell can you get the idea that i am talking to someone based off of some damn myspace comments ? so , i ' m just extremely weakk at this .
since i dont have my cell phone right now , this EX texts my sisters cell phone asking her do i talk to this fellow . . My sister NEVER relays messages well - the next day she tells me that he texts . . i wasn ' t really thinnking about it ! because i was too busy shopping for my prom dress that i didn ' t care . like and hour and a half later he texts again & i responded . . then he 's saying that he wants to talk to me about where we stand in our relationship . . okay , well - i ' m willing to talk - but , i really dont have much to say . .i never u n d e r s t o o d the phrase " if a boy is mean to you , that means he likes you " , thas prolly the DUMBEST shit i ' ve EVER heard ! lately he was like ignoring me and stuff - so , i was just like fuck it ! i give up . so he was textiing me or whatever and i ' m not going to get into detali about what he said because it is kinda personal . . but , what he said really qot to me and made me think !
i didnt know what to say back in a since like this . . i was dazed & confused . i know if you ' ve ever REALLY been in love you know what it feels like when you break up with that person & they say = well i just want to be your friend? well , now he does . i told him that i didnt want to be his friend at all ! like - i can 't . i didn ' t realize how much i was in love with him until i just said " i dont want to be your friend " , i just CANT ! coming from always being your WIFEY since 10th grade to being belittled down to something so little as being a friend , HURTS ! i 've been trying to stray away from him a little . . . but , i dont think it 's working ! i know i love him - and i dont think i can live without him ; but , i just really think i need some space right now . . it'll help me realize what i want , and what i want to do , and who i want to be . . so for right now - my relationship is on hold ... status remains single .

it 's beautiful outside . .

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. . and i ' m still qrounded ! my mom isn ' t lettinq me do ANYTHING ! well , thas understandable being that what i did was reaallyyy BAD ! hopefully i qet off soon . .
other than that - Virginians enjoy the weather !

Friday, March 6, 2009

apparently ,

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Rihanna and Chris Brown are back together . . .

. . . and married
in all honesty , i ' m so tired of hearing about these two .
please , FAMOUS PEOPLE ! - smoke some crack , beat your kids - SOMETHING - it 's getting old .
Wednesday, March 4, 2009

when your bored .

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post pics !

the bad girls club .

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i already know i ' m not thee only one who watched it . .
i keep up with EVERY single showw , but last nights show was by far the best show that has aired this season . .
Ashley has now chosen to side with the 'fab5' which originally consists of Sarah , Tiffany, Ailea , Boston .

they play praNks on one of the Ambers that I think is a little bit too childish - if a bitch fucks with my clothes she is BOUND to get her ass spanked . even though Amber gets on my nerves about how much her clothes cost - that was still wrong !

I thought that everyone would be alllll good by going to Cancun but, in the back of my mind i knew that something wasnt going to be right . .
Tiffany is really starting to change and acting extra childish even though she was the ' mama ' of the house & everyone goes to her for guidance and blah blah blah ..

we all knew drama would start between the Ambers and The fab 5 in Cancun .

iuno why the fuck Ashley so damn PISSED over a fucking wet body contest . . and tiffany needs to chill out about that fucking Ice .. if you didnt do it oh wellllll move on ; what do you have to prove ?

the fight was VERY unfair ! iuno wtf Ailea thought she was doing but , she aint really do shit if you look at it !
Boston had noooooo right to touch the other Amber . .
but , Amber should go home too because Tiffany wasn 't really trying to do anything but break up the fight .
and Amber hit Tiffany first . .
and for the other Amber to be so ' in love ' with Cookie . . she didn 't help her at all !
i just cant WAIT till next week when i find out who gets sent home and who gets charges pressed against them . .

i think Ailea , Boston & Cookie should go !
what about you ?
Saturday, February 28, 2009


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straight up .
Friday, February 27, 2009

Since I've Been Gone . .

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a hell of alot of stuff has happend. . let me update you .
welL , remember that blog I posted at the beginning of my entries - well yeahh - WE BROKE UP !
shits not even worth tryinq anymore . Im not mad at all about anythinq with the whole situation & why we broke up , neither is he but - the DUMB SHIT about being friends gets me .
I'm So Sorry , but Im NOT your fucking friend - never will be .
either you love me or leave me alone straight up !
still love you - but , thas just how it's qonna be from now on

got my prom dress ! I'm EXTREEEEEMELY excited ; I dont yet know who I'm qoin with . hmmmm?
anyways - I picked it out !

oh yeah - did I mention the fact that I was GROUNDED
until March15 , No Phone until June . . WTF ?!
lOl - dont ask whyyy , lonq storyy . .
and it's the same reason why WE broke up .
but anyways I'm off that subject !

Im OUTRAGED that I havent yet qotten my acceptance letter from VState .
does that mean that Im not accepted ? well = IDK ?
theres more but Im tired of typinq - so I will update you YET again later .
Friday, February 20, 2009

bbL ;

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BeBackSoon, jst need some "ME" time .

... Kyerra

ask yourself,

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are you honest with yourself?
answer HONESTLY ; i'd like to see some responses .
What do you wish you name was? Bianca , Marie or Keri
Have you ever had an imaginary friend? never
Are you popular? everyone thinks that I am for some reason ; butI dont think I am .
Do you like being or wish you were popular? no - im fine the way I am .
What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? Ran Away from home .
Most embarassing moment. fartinq when i did a flip on the trampoline - I was sooo embarrased but i tried to laugh it off to make myself feel better .
Worst fear. Loosinq Jeraud .
Guilty pleasure? sleepinq naked with the window open . I feel FREEEE ! lol
Favorite quote? "& if he only knew , im qivinq him just enogh rope to hanq himself with"
Do you consider yourself superficial/ugly/or fat? yes - I think im fat & ugly .
Friday, February 13, 2009


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I really havent been on here lately . I'm sooo so so so SO stressed outtt ! preparing for college is not a joke . . I currently dont have a job & it's getting harder and harder everydayy ! Cheerleading is starting to a take a toll on my body ; I've been back and forth to the doc's office multiple times. I wasnt quite informed when FAFSA forms were due . low & behold , due FEB.15TH! wtf ? it's just ALOT of thinqs qoinq on in my life right now . Growning up is HARD !

since I have been so stressed out , I took the time out of my weekend to treat myself to a little makeover . I've never been one to wear extensions , but I LOVE the way these look on me !

that good milkyway !


I just started doing my own hair . some people may already know my mother is a Hair Stylist . I just watch & learn .. buy the products & do it myself ! ( I did the tracks myself too ) & my hair is ALWAYS THE BEST ! cut, color, wrap, tracks whatever it may be - (EXCEPT RELAXERS) but, if you'd like me to do your hair & you live in the area ; 1O dollars for a silk wrap . . 2O for weave but, you qotta buy your own hair . . I have everything else . . email [ kaydizzlee@tmail.com]

but yeahh anyways, I'm FINALY gonna go get my nails done on tomorrow witch is saturday . . maybe I will hit the club up tonight with my girls . . who knowwws - it's all up in the air !

and tomorrow is VALENTINES DAY ! happy valentines day to EVERYONE out there even if you dont have a valentine . . ( i sort of feel bad for you ) but, still have a good one ; i know i wilL !

i wilL update you sometime this week on my day !

Friday, February 6, 2009

remember this . . .

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i think everyone wanted to be GHETTO after this video .
Sunday, February 1, 2009

memories *

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kyerra and jazzy actin dumb

it's moments like these which make me realize who my REAL friends are !

Jazmin - im sooo gonna miss you ! - we've gotten even CLOSER over the past month ! it's soo crazyy . .but im gonna miss you & i love youu . .

btw - im visiting florida for my graduation present . . so im gonna seee you agen very sooon !

I have come to the conclusion that . . .

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Im so gonna start taking care of myself more . Health wise, dieting more , [ I think I excercise enough ] maybe some more of that even tho I dread after school workouts with my team , spiritually, my skin, my hair & most of all my nails .

I used to get my naiLs done alllllll the time over the summer ! since I started helping out with the Varsity and Junior Varsity Football team in the fall . . nails WERE NOT a good look at all . They'd pop & break & chip -- all that ! and pluss , running water out onto the feild&filling the bottles up with nails on his kinda hard ! Im one of VERY original style. and I have always had different nails than the designs that the chinese people do ! lOl - I like the 'Plain Jane' french tip look too - but, Im starting to get into a lotttttt of colors . . for some reason people expect me to wear just the plain kind Im guess frome the way I look . . Just the same way I do my Best friend - she always wears the BOMB colorful naiLs & she is just as quiet as a church mouse & the sweetest person alive . .

she looks like the 'Plain Jane' french tip kinda girl - but LOOK AT HER NAILS !? it cracks me up every timmme - anyways I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND ! back to subject , there's this girl that she goes to and does her nails . she' VERY original ! and as soooooon as wack ass cheerleading is over IM GETTING MY NAILS DONE ! no questions asked . . im not giving out her name cause i dont want no JOCKIN bitchez up here to steal it . ..
lOl - thank youuuuuuu =]

Friday, January 30, 2009


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we have a game today - against wack ass salem . the game is going to be boring - im going to be bored cause im starting to HATE cheerleading . . these mu'fXckas wanna call a practice on a day when we dont have school . . fucking whores - well im gonna go take my boyfriend some band-aidS & then i gotta go to practice .. bbL !
Thursday, January 29, 2009

exams are overrr !

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I've so missed you guys ; that's why I've pretty much been blogging all day ! I've been studing so hard ! now I have the time to blogg ! yay. . some of my exams were hard , the other ones where easy [ like my fashion class ] like everyone KNOWS what a juliet sleeve is! hah . well maybe not - but, Im excited that they are over ! and I dont know how many times Im gonna say this - but ; im READY TO GRADUATE ! ugh - I finally sent off my VState application ... now I hope i get in . . PRAY FOR ME YOU GUYS!
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bwwhahah !

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i wass reading this blog earlier on someone eLse's page - this site is hilarious ! myhead is hurting now from even looking at it ! go visit it ! you'll be weak for daayys !

I dont want no Bubble Double .

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I'd hate to be her kidd . *smh*

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' what a quesadilla ?'

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oh no this bitch didnt ! my sister and I were sitting in the house looking for food to eat . it's like somalia in the bitch ! aint no food NOWHERE ! This crazy bitch Tiera openS the fridge & is like - 'Oh, you wanna quesadilla' . now when im thinking quesadilla - im thinking , meat and cheese . oh hellllllll no ! she onlY put cheese in it ! lOl; it's pita bread & cheese ! ahhahahaah-im so weak right now yo ! i swear she was tearing it up ! bahaha. .all I know is-her ass gone be constipated for the rest of the week . now, she sittin beside me trying to explain herseLf! like I just aint see her make that damn "quesadilla"--- try it at home folkS !

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Monday, January 26, 2009


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This very handsom fellow here is a friend of mine who goes by the stage name is Sincere. I knew him in high school, WAYY WAYY before that, as Sam. lol, I knew he had alot of talent - but not in the music industry. You learn something new every day you know ! he is VERY talented and I enjoyed listening to his song today (it has a ring to it !) so I decided to share it with my bloggers . He has some tracks that are getting a lot of peoples attention here in the 757. His approach to rapping is different from most, which really makes him appealing in other ways besides his looks, but to every genre of music lOl. Look for him to burst on the scene very soon as his club banger "WHEN I BALL" ft Tazzy B. It should be hitting the Local Radio Stations very soon . So, keep your eye open - This kids gonna go far ...
Sunday, January 25, 2009


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Jeraud DaNcing .

You cant really see this ! but, it's my sillyass boyfriend dancing to Kanye West !
he cant sing so i dont know WHERE he gets this from . .
lOl -just listen I guess .
Saturday, January 24, 2009


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The movie wasn't at all what I had expected . It was rather good , but still wasnt what I expected . Big was one NASTY nigga . and I also dont understand why lil'Kim didnt like the way she was "portrayed" in the movie . All I'm sayin is - if the shoe fits ; its mostlikely you . I might go see the movie again really soon because I did miss like the first 20 minutes b/c my boyfriend got mad at me over some dumb shit . . .

go see it if you havent already !

" obama made me proud "

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hilarious , but cute ! parents let their kids do anything .


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This game is addicting as hell ! im on it EVERY DAY in studyblock . . I feel like a nerd for sharing this ! like one of those kids who plays dunqeons and dragons all the time . haha ! once you start playing you cant stop ! i think i made it to level 10 before ! lOl .
Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I am TRUE to my RELiGiON !

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I have never been the person of expensive pants . the MOST I'd pay for some jeans is atleast 30 dollars from Charlotte Russee . . buy one get one 1/2 off ! lol for someODD reason I have fallen In LOVE with True Religion Jeans . I got a pair for my 17 birthday jus because I was Shopping at the Prime Outlets in Williamsburg and I had cash to blow . . but , mann once I started wearing them . . . I CANT STOP ! They are the BEST ! they fit the body soooo nice , make you appear slimmer and taller and makes my DONK appear much bigger than it already is . . if you havent already purchased a pair go out and buy some ! you' ll love them ! and DONT buy them from OVER PRICED upagainstthewall . . b/c the outlet has them on sale for 89dollars !

&nd I ♥ my Trues !

MTTMNYC [ buzz worthy ]

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this is most DEFINATELY a must have in the Kyerra Collection .