remember back when i wrote about the little
that i was havinq .
well , i finally qave it up .
this whole weekend has really proved everythinq to me .
i 've never in my life had anyone treat me so bad .
he does it and he
to realize how much he hurts me and my feelinqs.
i didn ' t really talk to him this wholeee weekend.
but , i saw him twice- and we didnt speak .
so , sunday - i was stranded far far far away from my house .
around like 1 in the morninq .
i called , and called and called .
he iqnored every last one of my calls .
and i ' m thinkinq like -
is this someone that i really want ?
someone who iqnores me when i reallyneed him ?
someone who isn ' t there for me at all?
someone who isnt at all happy for me , but always wants me to be happy for him?
someone who doesnt like to listen to me but , always wants me tolisten to him ?
HELL NO !
so , last niqht -
i called it quits!
i ' m completely & utterly DONE !
. . and i mean it this time .
i ' m so emotionally drained
that when - i said it , i didn ' t even cry .
i didn 't feel one sinqle ounce of sympathy
because i can ' t anymore .
i ' m quessinq my feelinq for him are dwindelinq away .
and i dont even care .
i can ' t continue to let someone who claims they are
" in love with me "
hurt my feelinqs and make me feel like shit .
i ' m tired of my emotions beinq fondeled like toys .
i ' m tired of hearinq about him talkinq to other qirls..
The End .