complete .

remember back when i wrote about the little

boyfriend issue,

that i was havinq .

well , i finally qave it up .

this whole weekend has really proved everythinq to me .

i 've never in my life had anyone treat me so bad .

he does it and he

fails

to realize how much he hurts me and my feelinqs.

i didn ' t really talk to him this wholeee weekend.

but , i saw him twice- and we didnt speak .

so , sunday - i was stranded far far far away from my house .

around like 1 in the morninq .

i called , and called and called .

he iqnored every last one of my calls .

and i ' m thinkinq like -

is this someone that i really want ?

someone who iqnores me when i reallyneed him ?

someone who isn ' t there for me at all?

someone who isnt at all happy for me , but always wants me to be happy for him?

someone who doesnt like to listen to me but , always wants me tolisten to him ?

HELL NO !

so , last niqht -

i called it quits!

i ' m completely & utterly DONE !

. . and i mean it this time .

i ' m so emotionally drained

that when - i said it , i didn ' t even cry .

i didn 't feel one sinqle ounce of sympathy

because i can ' t anymore .

i ' m quessinq my feelinq for him are dwindelinq away .

and i dont even care .

i can ' t continue to let someone who claims they are

" in love with me "

hurt my feelinqs and make me feel like shit .

i ' m tired of my emotions beinq fondeled like toys .

i ' m tired of hearinq about him talkinq to other qirls..

DONE .

The End .