i`m back bitch.
neww post coming soon :)
summer job sucks
. . feel mee ?
aint shit been going on forreal - except for this MAIN nigga of mine comin in and out of my life . buttttt - for somereason , i just cannot stop him . i love this nigga to deatttthhh and he qott some gooood - - - - hA !
2eace & love my niggas
i might be back with some real posts sooon / or i might just delete this shit cause i ' m neverrrr up here .
wassup ?
p.s. - i ' m still not over you .
PROM;
like a breath of fresh FUCKING air .
STARTINGNEW. so you want a fucking update ? well here it goes ! i haven`t been doing SHIT , haha - well going to school & cheer then coming home & chillin . . i 'm saving mooolaah - because prom is NEXTfriday & i knowww , you guys have been waiting so see how this BADDBITCH is gonna look :) June18th needs to come a littttttttle bit more faster . . 2 more weeks of school , 3 more weeks til ` Graduation .. sounds good to mee . .
& so i `ve met some people . . nothing special , just a couple fellas to pass the time until i go to college. i `ve been watching "TheGame" alll week long & i kinda want what Melanie & Derwin have , but just not right noww - ANYWAYS , i 'm abstinent ! it 's harddddd - but i ' m doing it :)
i told youuuu - i 'm qonna make it ! fuck that dirty ass nigga . .
haha - i L yu followers for stickin in even when i wasn`t here .
-kaycee.
ohhh & i ' m on twitterrrr ! twitter.com/omqaawdkaay
orrr myspacee - myspace.com/theeqirlyualwayswishedfor or something like that - that shit is old ! hahah .
<3
havent posted in forever .
maybe it 's not supposed to happen because i dont want it to --- but , maybe it 's meant to be this wayy .
he doesnt want to be my friend - he doesn ' t wanna talk to me , but EY ! i cant force you to do anything you dont wanna do . .
regardless - i love the boy to deeeaath .
anywayss - since we ' ve broken upp , i 've been dating guyss .. . it 's kinda wierd thoo - i 'm only doing it to really keep myself busy . .
i dont want these guys forreal , but since i cant have what i want , i quess i have to settle .
on a better note - PROM IS NEXT WEEKEND ! and i will DEFINATELY have pictures of the long awaited dress that i ' ve been waiting to reveal to all of my followers . .
i 've also jumped on the TWITTER bandwagon, lol . . .
i thought i wouldnt , but heeey - it 's kinda funnn !
twitter.com/omqaawdkaay . .hah .
anyways - SOL WEEK & i definately don thave school til 1O . . soo aim or texttt .
laterr .
i ` m qonna catch up .
i 'll be back soon , i swear i 'm not avoiding you .
sorry .
i know i 'm LATE !
divine intervention.
what happened to the darkskinned girls ?
a different me .
last night , i recieved this text on my sisters phone .. i took it as a complete shock !it was VERY unexpected . seeing as tho , we really have no words to say to each other when we ' re around & that we dont talk on the phone and we dont spend time with each other - i was COMPLETELY SHOCKED! no doubt , i was happy as shit ! lOl .prank in Cali ! lOl .
my cousin Chris was the master mind behind this .the lowsy camera man was my other cousin Brandon & the Sound effects are done by Myself [ clap clap ] , Tiera , & Brian . it was funny as HELL ! they were in the back of the car KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT ! lmfaoo - we scared the shxt outta them ! if you dont understand - we were acting like we qot into a car accident ! we were swerving the car on the interstate ! hahah - soo funny . . but , i bet i 'm thee only one laughing ! lOL .
s p r i n g b r e a k !
not again .
my uncle died today . my very last uncle . the uncle that is so special to my heart . right now , i 'm in a state of depression . i jus ' need to breathe . i love you ! and tell Grandpa & Uncle Carlos how much i lovee and miss themm too !
love you sug .
77 dayS . . .
i 'm SO happy . .
ugh - it cant come fast enough . .
sprinq break next weeeeek . =D
even bttr .
ohh & i qet my cell phone back in 78 days .
apparently , i 'm not " focused " enough .
bad qirls club reunion .

rest in peaaaaSe ,

false alarm .
and i was soooo scared to open it . .
like nervous as hell !
finally i opened it . .
it was NOTHINg but a letter sayinq they lost my transcript and needed a new one .
i was furious !
but, MY PROM DRESS CAME IN TODAAAAAY , yippeeee .
complete .
materialism.
jumpoff & freak pages ?
fmylife.com
this dear college search of mine . .
and he strikes again .
if you 'd like to listen here it qoes .
She just wanna dance (UNOFFICIAL REMIX): Drake ft. Trey Songz & Sincere http://www.divshare.com/download/6766033-a20
Fresh On Campus: Sincere, Taz B, Deron
http://www.divshare.com/download/6692623-be8
i just realized . . .
Betsey strikes ; yet again .
the new episode tonight !

so far so qone .
We Are Norfolk
wearenorfolk.blogspot.com
check them out .
i ' m done .
. . . i qet off punishment on SUNDAAAY !calllll meee =]
U P D A T E ;
basically , we broke up because he doesnt think my parents like him .. but , in all r e a l i t y ; THEY DO ! they speak highly of him all the time , always asking what he is doing and what he has been up to . really , it 's his parents that DONT LIKE Me! but whatever , do you know how many people in this world dont like me ? i could really give two shits . so - we broke up like Feb18th and i haven ' t reallly talked to him since . .
so this week i met this new guy who 's really cool - he 's one of his friends . i 've seen him around school plenty of times and i never spoke . he is acually on the basketball team that i cheer for . lOl . but besides - he 's really cool & we 've been chatting here and there on myspace and what not . someone ; out of the blue decides to tell this Ex of mine that i ' m messing with one of his friends . . you know i ' m laughin because how the hell can you get the idea that i am talking to someone based off of some damn myspace comments ? so , i ' m just extremely weakk at this .
since i dont have my cell phone right now , this EX texts my sisters cell phone asking her do i talk to this fellow . . My sister NEVER relays messages well - the next day she tells me that he texts . . i wasn ' t really thinnking about it ! because i was too busy shopping for my prom dress that i didn ' t care . like and hour and a half later he texts again & i responded . . then he 's saying that he wants to talk to me about where we stand in our relationship . . okay , well - i ' m willing to talk - but , i really dont have much to say . .i never u n d e r s t o o d the phrase " if a boy is mean to you , that means he likes you " , thas prolly the DUMBEST shit i ' ve EVER heard ! lately he was like ignoring me and stuff - so , i was just like fuck it ! i give up . so he was textiing me or whatever and i ' m not going to get into detali about what he said because it is kinda personal . . but , what he said really qot to me and made me think !
i didnt know what to say back in a since like this . . i was dazed & confused . i know if you ' ve ever REALLY been in love you know what it feels like when you break up with that person & they say = well i just want to be your friend? well , now he does . i told him that i didnt want to be his friend at all ! like - i can 't . i didn ' t realize how much i was in love with him until i just said " i dont want to be your friend " , i just CANT ! coming from always being your WIFEY since 10th grade to being belittled down to something so little as being a friend , HURTS ! i 've been trying to stray away from him a little . . . but , i dont think it 's working ! i know i love him - and i dont think i can live without him ; but , i just really think i need some space right now . . it'll help me realize what i want , and what i want to do , and who i want to be . . so for right now - my relationship is on hold ... status remains single .
it 's beautiful outside . .
apparently ,

the bad girls club .
i keep up with EVERY single showw , but last nights show was by far the best show that has aired this season . .
Ashley has now chosen to side with the 'fab5' which originally consists of Sarah , Tiffany, Ailea , Boston .
they play praNks on one of the Ambers that I think is a little bit too childish - if a bitch fucks with my clothes she is BOUND to get her ass spanked . even though Amber gets on my nerves about how much her clothes cost - that was still wrong !
I thought that everyone would be alllll good by going to Cancun but, in the back of my mind i knew that something wasnt going to be right . .
Tiffany is really starting to change and acting extra childish even though she was the ' mama ' of the house & everyone goes to her for guidance and blah blah blah ..
we all knew drama would start between the Ambers and The fab 5 in Cancun .
iuno why the fuck Ashley so damn PISSED over a fucking wet body contest . . and tiffany needs to chill out about that fucking Ice .. if you didnt do it oh wellllll move on ; what do you have to prove ?
the fight was VERY unfair ! iuno wtf Ailea thought she was doing but , she aint really do shit if you look at it !
Boston had noooooo right to touch the other Amber . .
but , Amber should go home too because Tiffany wasn 't really trying to do anything but break up the fight .
and Amber hit Tiffany first . .
and for the other Amber to be so ' in love ' with Cookie . . she didn 't help her at all !
i just cant WAIT till next week when i find out who gets sent home and who gets charges pressed against them . .
i think Ailea , Boston & Cookie should go !
what about you ?
Since I've Been Gone . .
welL , remember that blog I posted at the beginning of my entries - well yeahh - WE BROKE UP !
shits not even worth tryinq anymore . Im not mad at all about anythinq with the whole situation & why we broke up , neither is he but - the DUMB SHIT about being friends gets me .
I'm So Sorry , but Im NOT your fucking friend - never will be .
either you love me or leave me alone straight up !
still love you - but , thas just how it's qonna be from now on
got my prom dress ! I'm EXTREEEEEMELY excited ; I dont yet know who I'm qoin with . hmmmm?
anyways - I picked it out !
oh yeah - did I mention the fact that I was GROUNDED
until March15 , No Phone until June . . WTF ?!
lOl - dont ask whyyy , lonq storyy . .
and it's the same reason why WE broke up .
but anyways I'm off that subject !
Im OUTRAGED that I havent yet qotten my acceptance letter from VState .
does that mean that Im not accepted ? well = IDK ?
theres more but Im tired of typinq - so I will update you YET again later .
bbL ;
ask yourself,
answer HONESTLY ; i'd like to see some responses .
=D
[ HERE'S MINE ]
What do you wish you name was? Bianca , Marie or Keri
Have you ever had an imaginary friend? never
Are you popular? everyone thinks that I am for some reason ; butI dont think I am .
Do you like being or wish you were popular? no - im fine the way I am .
What's the stupidest thing you've ever done? Ran Away from home .
Most embarassing moment. fartinq when i did a flip on the trampoline - I was sooo embarrased but i tried to laugh it off to make myself feel better .
Worst fear. Loosinq Jeraud .
Guilty pleasure? sleepinq naked with the window open . I feel FREEEE ! lol
Favorite quote? "& if he only knew , im qivinq him just enogh rope to hanq himself with"
Do you consider yourself superficial/ugly/or fat? yes - I think im fat & ugly .
SRRY ;
since I have been so stressed out , I took the time out of my weekend to treat myself to a little makeover . I've never been one to wear extensions , but I LOVE the way these look on me !
that good milkyway !
lOL;
I just started doing my own hair . some people may already know my mother is a Hair Stylist . I just watch & learn .. buy the products & do it myself ! ( I did the tracks myself too ) & my hair is ALWAYS THE BEST ! cut, color, wrap, tracks whatever it may be - (EXCEPT RELAXERS) but, if you'd like me to do your hair & you live in the area ; 1O dollars for a silk wrap . . 2O for weave but, you qotta buy your own hair . . I have everything else . . email [ kaydizzlee@tmail.com]
but yeahh anyways, I'm FINALY gonna go get my nails done on tomorrow witch is saturday . . maybe I will hit the club up tonight with my girls . . who knowwws - it's all up in the air !
and tomorrow is VALENTINES DAY ! happy valentines day to EVERYONE out there even if you dont have a valentine . . ( i sort of feel bad for you ) but, still have a good one ; i know i wilL !
i wilL update you sometime this week on my day !
memories *
it's moments like these which make me realize who my REAL friends are !
Jazmin - im sooo gonna miss you ! - we've gotten even CLOSER over the past month ! it's soo crazyy . .but im gonna miss you & i love youu . .
btw - im visiting florida for my graduation present . . so im gonna seee you agen very sooon !
I have come to the conclusion that . . .
boo
exams are overrr !
bwwhahah !
i wass reading this blog earlier on someone eLse's page - this site is hilarious ! myhead is hurting now from even looking at it ! go visit it ! you'll be weak for daayys !
' what a quesadilla ?'
NEW TRACkS *
This very handsom fellow here is a friend of mine who goes by the stage name is Sincere. I knew him in high school, WAYY WAYY before that, as Sam. lol, I knew he had alot of talent - but not in the music industry. You learn something new every day you know ! he is VERY talented and I enjoyed listening to his song today (it has a ring to it !) so I decided to share it with my bloggers . He has some tracks that are getting a lot of peoples attention here in the 757. His approach to rapping is different from most, which really makes him appealing in other ways besides his looks, but to every genre of music lOl. Look for him to burst on the scene very soon as his club banger "WHEN I BALL" ft Tazzy B. It should be hitting the Local Radio Stations very soon . So, keep your eye open - This kids gonna go far ...
HOMEVIDEO!
he cant sing so i dont know WHERE he gets this from . .
lOl -just listen I guess .
Notorious*
The movie wasn't at all what I had expected . It was rather good , but still wasnt what I expected . Big was one NASTY nigga . and I also dont understand why lil'Kim didnt like the way she was "portrayed" in the movie . All I'm sayin is - if the shoe fits ; its mostlikely you . I might go see the movie again really soon because I did miss like the first 20 minutes b/c my boyfriend got mad at me over some dumb shit . . .
go see it if you havent already !



















